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Get out of my thoughts, don’t want to talk to you
Why can’t you see, we’ll always be, a lie
You’re everything I wish, untwist the strangeness bliss
So awful how, you make me want to die
I have never seen, the color of surprise
Finally broke the curse, freezing inside a hearse
To disappear, is all I ever want to do
Maybe tears are this size, so we don’t drown when we cry
Impossible to feel for anyone at all
And I fall to the ground
And I can’t hear a sound
And I think about love
And I cut from above
And I see something real
And I steal just to feel
And I can’t explain why
And I try and I try
Shatter my heart
Know you want to
Sips of poison spells yea, when does the fun begin
Shatter my heart
Now you want to
I know that you want to
Shatter my heart
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You took my last breath and you blew me away
Hanging by a rope, dreadfully afraid
Clouds of grey, may bleed this way, I heard you say
Grabbing at my heart, was it love from the start
Thought you would wake me; I was teasing you
Clouds of grey, may bleed this way, once more you say
We always were pretending, to have no one
The frightening sound is ending, where are you now
As the butterflies flew into outer space
They were breaking apart as we both embraced
Paint the stars a brighter night, paint the stars, tonight
I hear you laughing, were you really there
Paint the stars a brighter night, paint the stars
We always were pretending, to have no one
The frightening sound is ending, where are you now
The dirt sucks the soul till its empty
Freezing cold like the dead rose you left me
The dirt sucks the soul till its empty
Freezing cold like the dead rose you left
Autumn leaves falling down
It’s raining, lately
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Terrors of the mind
Sudden sunshine, won’t stop her
She draws pictures of the sad, frozen boy
Catching three spells, now it’s past twelve, feel merry
Way you stare, clutching your hair, so scary
Another gloomy day
Touch of raindrops pain
And you won’t, you won’t
Care for me this way
She purrs in need at the strawberry moon
Teeth are sharp as razor blades in bloom
She tore my fuzzy sweater, sever ties forever
Balloons hidden are prophecies of doom, I’m doomed
Another gloomy day
Touch of raindrops pain
And you won’t, you won’t
Care for me this way
Graveyard secrets, poetry of lust
The dirt is sweeter, when we turn to dust
Glides her broomstick, through the spooky trees
Astray from pages of apologies
Strangle me with serpents
Kindly find me nervous
Dazzling, stupid crown
I’m aware you’re not around
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I’m always thinking of you, when lying next to her
My god, I shouldn’t feel this way
Christmas trees are frozen spiders
Cats are made from snow
Terrified by what I think of, petrified in love
You pushed a knife inside my
You pushed a knife inside my heart
Do you forgive me now, as my shadow
waved goodbye, till now
You pushed a knife inside my
You pushed a knife inside my heart
Tragically, said so beautifully, romantically
I can stitch you like a doll I had, that fell apart. join me in the dark
Pouting lips, stars, upside down
Circus clowns, frown then drown
She calm’s her stare then turns away from me
Vows- I’ll never know, how I miss you so
I will remember you, will you remember me
I will remember you, will you remember me
I dream to forget
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You left me lonely pictures
Only of you and me
Softly now the wind blows
Disintegrate the flowers
Hours of guilt decay
Sadly, now its frightful
I begin to plead
So, the witch can read
Before I lose myself
Can’t decide, if I would be a girl
Maybe this life never ends
An unholy sacrament
I fell into your eyes (Cover my eyes from secrets you stole from me)
Is the night, still
Darker ever after
I don’t think you understand
The hurt you caused, from my dismay
Define me as unwanted
I don’t think you understand
The hurt you caused, from my dismay
Define me as the haunted
I’ll begin to plead
So, the witch can read
Before I lose myself
I can’t decide, if I would be a girl
Maybe this life never ends
An unholy sacrament
I fell into your eyes (Cover my eyes from secrets you stole from me)
Is the night, still
Darker ever after
How you make me want you (Never wanted you)
Tell me you still want to
Tell me its unfair
The blood is in the garden
The blood was never there
I still hate you
You don’t care anymore
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Disease of the Divine
03:52
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I won’t stand, I can’t justify
Once more I am awake, still sick and blind
Give me peace, breathless sky
This bed is full of webs, collecting lies
Open the door for you, open the door
So sad to see, how you look at me
Spinning around again, in my room
Faces strangely, changing minds
Safe from the sounds of howling statues
creeping forward, ending life
Wait until the past is dawning
Delighting, burial party
I watch all the vultures swooning
Preying on my soulless empathy
At the opera, divine me in the light
I drink the tears that drop from you, at the opera
Open the door for you, open the door
Don't feel anything
So sad to see, how you look at me
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Dearly Beloved
04:06
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Her candles burn and yearn like a cross
As we feel nothing - in the dark
Maybe we're confined to misery
I plead forsaken, I’m so ashamed
Wonder where you are now
Come back, come back to me
Want to see the stars now
Crashing inside of me
And we’ll dance to, the sadness of our emptiness, most of the time
As much as I try, to close my eyes, I fall for you
Inside of me, I hear you whisper
Wonder where you are now
Come back, come back to me
Want to see the stars now
Crashing inside of me
And we’ll dance to, the sadness of our emptiness, most of the time
I was yours, you were mine Now I lay, far away from you
Can’t forget the way you loved me
I tried to let you know I was alive. When I cried
Can’t forget the way you loved me
I died to let you know I was alive
The way I cried
I, I, I tried most of the time
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