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Here Lies

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Get out of my thoughts, don’t want to talk to you Why can’t you see, we’ll always be, a lie You’re everything I wish, untwist the strangeness bliss So awful how, you make me want to die I have never seen, the color of surprise Finally broke the curse, freezing inside a hearse To disappear, is all I ever want to do Maybe tears are this size, so we don’t drown when we cry Impossible to feel for anyone at all And I fall to the ground And I can’t hear a sound And I think about love And I cut from above And I see something real And I steal just to feel And I can’t explain why And I try and I try Shatter my heart Know you want to Sips of poison spells yea, when does the fun begin Shatter my heart Now you want to I know that you want to Shatter my heart
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You took my last breath and you blew me away Hanging by a rope, dreadfully afraid Clouds of grey, may bleed this way, I heard you say Grabbing at my heart, was it love from the start Thought you would wake me; I was teasing you Clouds of grey, may bleed this way, once more you say We always were pretending, to have no one The frightening sound is ending, where are you now As the butterflies flew into outer space They were breaking apart as we both embraced Paint the stars a brighter night, paint the stars, tonight I hear you laughing, were you really there Paint the stars a brighter night, paint the stars We always were pretending, to have no one The frightening sound is ending, where are you now The dirt sucks the soul till its empty Freezing cold like the dead rose you left me The dirt sucks the soul till its empty Freezing cold like the dead rose you left Autumn leaves falling down It’s raining, lately
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Terrors of the mind Sudden sunshine, won’t stop her She draws pictures of the sad, frozen boy Catching three spells, now it’s past twelve, feel merry Way you stare, clutching your hair, so scary Another gloomy day Touch of raindrops pain And you won’t, you won’t Care for me this way She purrs in need at the strawberry moon Teeth are sharp as razor blades in bloom She tore my fuzzy sweater, sever ties forever Balloons hidden are prophecies of doom, I’m doomed Another gloomy day Touch of raindrops pain And you won’t, you won’t Care for me this way Graveyard secrets, poetry of lust The dirt is sweeter, when we turn to dust Glides her broomstick, through the spooky trees Astray from pages of apologies Strangle me with serpents Kindly find me nervous Dazzling, stupid crown I’m aware you’re not around
4.
I’m always thinking of you, when lying next to her My god, I shouldn’t feel this way Christmas trees are frozen spiders Cats are made from snow Terrified by what I think of, petrified in love You pushed a knife inside my You pushed a knife inside my heart Do you forgive me now, as my shadow waved goodbye, till now You pushed a knife inside my You pushed a knife inside my heart Tragically, said so beautifully, romantically I can stitch you like a doll I had, that fell apart. join me in the dark Pouting lips, stars, upside down Circus clowns, frown then drown She calm’s her stare then turns away from me Vows- I’ll never know, how I miss you so I will remember you, will you remember me I will remember you, will you remember me I dream to forget
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You left me lonely pictures Only of you and me Softly now the wind blows Disintegrate the flowers Hours of guilt decay Sadly, now its frightful I begin to plead So, the witch can read Before I lose myself Can’t decide, if I would be a girl Maybe this life never ends An unholy sacrament I fell into your eyes (Cover my eyes from secrets you stole from me) Is the night, still Darker ever after I don’t think you understand The hurt you caused, from my dismay Define me as unwanted I don’t think you understand The hurt you caused, from my dismay Define me as the haunted I’ll begin to plead So, the witch can read Before I lose myself I can’t decide, if I would be a girl Maybe this life never ends An unholy sacrament I fell into your eyes (Cover my eyes from secrets you stole from me) Is the night, still Darker ever after How you make me want you (Never wanted you) Tell me you still want to Tell me its unfair The blood is in the garden The blood was never there I still hate you You don’t care anymore
6.
I won’t stand, I can’t justify Once more I am awake, still sick and blind Give me peace, breathless sky This bed is full of webs, collecting lies Open the door for you, open the door So sad to see, how you look at me Spinning around again, in my room Faces strangely, changing minds Safe from the sounds of howling statues creeping forward, ending life Wait until the past is dawning Delighting, burial party I watch all the vultures swooning Preying on my soulless empathy At the opera, divine me in the light I drink the tears that drop from you, at the opera Open the door for you, open the door Don't feel anything So sad to see, how you look at me
7.
Her candles burn and yearn like a cross As we feel nothing - in the dark Maybe we're confined to misery I plead forsaken, I’m so ashamed Wonder where you are now Come back, come back to me Want to see the stars now Crashing inside of me And we’ll dance to, the sadness of our emptiness, most of the time As much as I try, to close my eyes, I fall for you Inside of me, I hear you whisper Wonder where you are now Come back, come back to me Want to see the stars now Crashing inside of me And we’ll dance to, the sadness of our emptiness, most of the time I was yours, you were mine Now I lay, far away from you Can’t forget the way you loved me I tried to let you know I was alive. When I cried Can’t forget the way you loved me I died to let you know I was alive The way I cried I, I, I tried most of the time
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released May 8, 2020

Written / produced by Astari Nite.
Mastered by Jacknife Sound (Jason Corbett, Singer/ Songwriter for ACTORS)
Art cover by Danny AE

We would like to extend our deepest gratitude to those of you who were a part of our lives during the writing process of this album.

To anyone, whose names begin with one of these beautiful letters ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ, will always have a place inside the hearts of Astari Nite and the songs we create.

A warm and special thanks to: Negative Gain, Fade In PR, Danse Macabre Records, Jason Corbett (Jacknife Sound), Wisborg and Twin Tribes.

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Astari Nite crosses an obscure mix between gothic rock and post-punk, exploring themes of death, love and the occult ☔️🌙

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